[He hadn't... meant to offer up himself when Smoker tried to explain to Portgas that Roger's blood wasn't going to endanger anyone here. That Portgas should just do what he wanted to be happy whether that was... whatever.]
[He doesn't know how to handle it. How to feel.]
[The very very very VERY bad part of Smoker likes it. He wants to trample the untouched snow and leave his footprints all over it.]
[The slightly more rational sane parts of him loathe that aspect of himself and want to be noble and gentle on the brat....]
[Which just fucks with his head fifty times more.]
[And yet another part of him wonders if this isn't all an elaborate "gotcha" joke on Portgas' part to see how Smoker would react but...]
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timeasmymeasure
4/?
Date: 2016-08-14 05:32 am (UTC)[..................................................]
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[Smoker can barely imagine it.]
[The kid was YOUNG, but...]
[Roger, huh.]
[He hadn't... meant to offer up himself when Smoker tried to explain to Portgas that Roger's blood wasn't going to endanger anyone here. That Portgas should just do what he wanted to be happy whether that was... whatever.]
[He doesn't know how to handle it. How to feel.]
[The very very very VERY bad part of Smoker likes it. He wants to trample the untouched snow and leave his footprints all over it.]
[The slightly more rational sane parts of him loathe that aspect of himself and want to be noble and gentle on the brat....]
[Which just fucks with his head fifty times more.]
[And yet another part of him wonders if this isn't all an elaborate "gotcha" joke on Portgas' part to see how Smoker would react but...]