[why did he think this was a good idea?! Smoke was everywhere, pulling, tickling rough now and then soft and driving him crazy. He only jerked into it faster the fire spreading out everything and making it ten times worse. He gasped as Smoker arched his neck and was tempted to bite it but then Smoker was biting him and he cursed and whimpered and panted harshly as he locked his ankles around Smoker's back and jammed up into those damn smoke hands as hard as he could, wanting more. Wanting so much fucking more...]
Fuck! fuuuuuck! [his fingers were digging into Smoker's shoulderblades and he could just feel the resistance of flesh. White heat coursed through him and he knew it was only manner of time. Everything was on fire isnide and out and blazing with heat and he arched back, cursing and knocking his head into the bed]
Sm-- [no he wouldn't not that.] ahhhh ahh nn [a lucky bite set him off] Smokerrr~ You fuckheaaad!
[ah shit he'd said it but he couldn't think of anything as his body tensed and wound to that excruciating point before everything exploded into a burst of pleasure and release. He jerked against him a few more times, body working without him as his mind was totally gone]
[Smoker laughed at that, it was just too good, too funny, too amazing, but shuddered like a wet dog, trying to keep up enough smoke, enough solidity, enough tension to just not literally fall apart, to finish out. It was easier now. Even if Smoker was still wondering what it'd be like to have Portgas' dick up his ass, and god damn it, why would he ever want such a thing, but it was too late to get distracted.]
[He whined and growled darkly into Ace's neck, trying to manage smoke, fire, and himself, putting the task on himself because he was older and he'd started it, and he'd asked for it, so he had no choice but to see it through. Gods but he was close, and he couldn't stand it. He wanted to cover Ace in kisses, and that drove him crazy too. A billion burning desires and all of them ending in flames.]
Ace...
[It was choked out, a whisper, nowhere close to in control, he just wanted the brat to know what he did to him, to actually believe and understand the effect he had on Smoker for once.]
[He took a deep breath, wrapped both his arms around the pirate's neck to hold him close in a bear hug, the rest of him still going out of reflex and desire and because he was far too gone to stop and he let go of the breath, shuddered again, and everything went white and spent as he shook onto the brat, and bit an earlobe to punish the brat for some indefinite crime. Probably of making a mess of them both.]
[He wanted to say something, to tell Ace something important, but he didn't have any words.]
[Just twitched a foot vaguely, moved to get to the side, and nuzzled into the side of Ace's ear again.]
Ahh [he couldn't stop the small noises that escaped him as Smoker kept going. His body was sensitive and twitching and it still felt good, almost too good, and still hurt almost too much. But he held onto him anyway.
Though Smoker choking out his name like that in that tone made him twitch for a different reason. Why did he keep saying it like that? It wasn't-- this wasn't-- Ace didn't know what this was but it wasn't anything like that. Like friendship and sex maybe but... but that? What was Smoker thinking?
He grumbled at the bite to his ear and then tried to think of what to do as Smoker held onto him and nuzzled him like a sleepy dog.
Stop being cute stupid! God!
But he should say something. Anything. This was too werid. Too intimate and not just in a handy and roll over/fall asleep on way. Like... like something else..
I was kidding. Relax Portgas. You don't have to try so hard. Especially not around me. [Eyeroll, and reaches for his cigars, holding them to Ace to light them up.] It'll just make things unnecessarily annoying.
And I don't need to sleep on anything.
I already know what I want.
[Rolls over onto his chest and drapes an arm over Ace's shoulders.] I've got it right here.
[be himself? Well he is but the question of whether or not Smoker appreciates it seems to depend. He rolls his eyes at the cigar thing and ignores the want thing]
What am I your moll? [he lights the cigars up anyway with a finger then gets out of Smoker's arm and gets up.]
[jsfydjiyk trips on his way in but pretends its a boot and tucks in the shower. And then turns on the water really hot not that he can feel it. And then just stands there.
[Tugs him in for a hard deep kiss, waste of good cigars, but fuck it, worth it. And he presses against Ace all over again.] I told you before. I'll do what I want. Don't try to protect me from yourself, I'll just get insulted.
It is. [pulls away] Friends and enemies and handys.
[because he frankly doesn't trust Smoker if he goes too far. It's like a cliff in the fog. It looks like it goes on forever but if you're not careful you'll fall and break yourself.
And Smoker is the fog that hides it. Ace knows it even if Smoker doesn't]
[Smoker watches Ace for a bit. The words just turning over in his mind.]
[No, that wasn't all it was, not by a long shot.]
[And it hadn't been since Smoker broke enough to kiss Ace in the first place.]
[Even knowing how Adela felt about him.]
[Stupid teenage pirate.]
[There's another blink and Smoker quells the sense of rage.]
[It's foolish. Portgas thinking he could set lines now, thinking he himself would abide by them, be satisfied with them.]
[Smoker steps back, and then out of the shower grabbing a cross-legged seat.]
No.
You figure out what you're comfortable with, but I've got more respect for myself and you than to lie like that. I told you before, you want lies? Go to your nakama.
I'm not one of your crew, and if I was just a casual one night stand, you wouldn't keep coming after me. Figure out what you want little Tomcat, but I'm not going to play by your rules, I'm playing by my own.
[he frowns. He doesn't like the distance while on the other hand it's a good thing]
Don't be an idiot. [what is he even saying. Ace can't figure it out. He doesn't want to figure it out]
I didn't say one night. Just-- whenever. [but that was it right there. He didn't know Smoker's rules. He didn't trust Smoker's rules. He didn't like him having all the control over everything. Yes or no. Ace had to be stronger than him and harder hearted-- so that when the cliff ended he'd know how to skirt down
He turns his back to Smoker and starts to wash himself under the spray]
That's fine. You play by your rules I'll play by mine.
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[why did he think this was a good idea?! Smoke was everywhere, pulling, tickling rough now and then soft and driving him crazy. He only jerked into it faster the fire spreading out everything and making it ten times worse. He gasped as Smoker arched his neck and was tempted to bite it but then Smoker was biting him and he cursed and whimpered and panted harshly as he locked his ankles around Smoker's back and jammed up into those damn smoke hands as hard as he could, wanting more. Wanting so much fucking more...]
Fuck! fuuuuuck! [his fingers were digging into Smoker's shoulderblades and he could just feel the resistance of flesh. White heat coursed through him and he knew it was only manner of time. Everything was on fire isnide and out and blazing with heat and he arched back, cursing and knocking his head into the bed]
Sm-- [no he wouldn't not that.] ahhhh ahh nn [a lucky bite set him off] Smokerrr~ You fuckheaaad!
[ah shit he'd said it but he couldn't think of anything as his body tensed and wound to that excruciating point before everything exploded into a burst of pleasure and release. He jerked against him a few more times, body working without him as his mind was totally gone]
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[He whined and growled darkly into Ace's neck, trying to manage smoke, fire, and himself, putting the task on himself because he was older and he'd started it, and he'd asked for it, so he had no choice but to see it through. Gods but he was close, and he couldn't stand it. He wanted to cover Ace in kisses, and that drove him crazy too. A billion burning desires and all of them ending in flames.]
Ace...
[It was choked out, a whisper, nowhere close to in control, he just wanted the brat to know what he did to him, to actually believe and understand the effect he had on Smoker for once.]
[He took a deep breath, wrapped both his arms around the pirate's neck to hold him close in a bear hug, the rest of him still going out of reflex and desire and because he was far too gone to stop and he let go of the breath, shuddered again, and everything went white and spent as he shook onto the brat, and bit an earlobe to punish the brat for some indefinite crime. Probably of making a mess of them both.]
[He wanted to say something, to tell Ace something important, but he didn't have any words.]
[Just twitched a foot vaguely, moved to get to the side, and nuzzled into the side of Ace's ear again.]
Thanks.
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Though Smoker choking out his name like that in that tone made him twitch for a different reason. Why did he keep saying it like that? It wasn't-- this wasn't-- Ace didn't know what this was but it wasn't anything like that. Like friendship and sex maybe but... but that? What was Smoker thinking?
He grumbled at the bite to his ear and then tried to think of what to do as Smoker held onto him and nuzzled him like a sleepy dog.
Stop being cute stupid! God!
But he should say something. Anything. This was too werid. Too intimate and not just in a handy and roll over/fall asleep on way. Like... like something else..
But what could he say?]
You're welcome. [??????]
[a beat]
So now what. [B|]
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[Yawn.]
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[wriggle.
Then stills.
Maybe if he's still Smoker will fall asleep and then Ace can... do something
He's not sure what he wants to do yet but... something]
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What's on your mind, brat? Or are you always this fidgety?
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[ALSO NOT REALLY ON HIS ANSWER.]
[HE JUST WANTS TO SEE HOW ACE REACTS.]
[Smoker is a very bad dog.]
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Don't you want to sleep on it first?
[it's just weird.
Also he stays right where he is]
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[Weirdo.]
[Smoker pokes a freckled cheek.]
I was kidding. Relax Portgas. You don't have to try so hard. Especially not around me. [Eyeroll, and reaches for his cigars, holding them to Ace to light them up.] It'll just make things unnecessarily annoying.
And I don't need to sleep on anything.
I already know what I want.
[Rolls over onto his chest and drapes an arm over Ace's shoulders.] I've got it right here.
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What am I your moll? [he lights the cigars up anyway with a finger then gets out of Smoker's arm and gets up.]
I'm going to shower.
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[And watches him go.]
[:3]
Sexy.
[Aw hell, did he say that out loud?]
[Hopefully Portgas didn't notice.]
[He'll join in a bit. He's still tired.]
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What is happening? He doesn't know.
Well it just won't happen again...right.
...right.
....right?]
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[And sad freckles are going to worry the fuck out of him.]
[Although he wonders if Ace needs space.]
[But that doesn't even make sense.]
[But then Ace never makes sense.]
[WELL WHATEVER. HEAD'S UP.]
God damn it. I never thought I'd appreciate pirate tattoos.
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He grabs a wash rag]
Well Pops is the best.
[though he's not sure where Smoker is going with this]
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[Stupid cute brat.]
I wouldn't know. [He's kind of sad about that. In a weirdly distant way.]
[But if Ace isn't going to be in the line of water, Smoker will just take that stream.]
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[Finally closing his eyes.]
A certain freckled idiot makes them look really sexy.
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[gives Smoker a little push and then scrubs at the back of Smoker's hair, getting his fingers soapy]
Don't compliment a pirate what's wrong with you?
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Portgas....
[Tugs him in for a hard deep kiss, waste of good cigars, but fuck it, worth it. And he presses against Ace all over again.] I told you before. I'll do what I want. Don't try to protect me from yourself, I'll just get insulted.
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It's just fooling around... [lathers up his hands with soap and spreads them over Smoker's chest to give himself something to do]
That's it. Nothing weird or sappy.
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If that's how you want it.
[But something in Smoker's own suggests he doesn't believe that.]
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[because he frankly doesn't trust Smoker if he goes too far. It's like a cliff in the fog. It looks like it goes on forever but if you're not careful you'll fall and break yourself.
And Smoker is the fog that hides it. Ace knows it even if Smoker doesn't]
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[No, that wasn't all it was, not by a long shot.]
[And it hadn't been since Smoker broke enough to kiss Ace in the first place.]
[Even knowing how Adela felt about him.]
[Stupid teenage pirate.]
[There's another blink and Smoker quells the sense of rage.]
[It's foolish. Portgas thinking he could set lines now, thinking he himself would abide by them, be satisfied with them.]
[Smoker steps back, and then out of the shower grabbing a cross-legged seat.]
No.
You figure out what you're comfortable with, but I've got more respect for myself and you than to lie like that. I told you before, you want lies? Go to your nakama.
I'm not one of your crew, and if I was just a casual one night stand, you wouldn't keep coming after me. Figure out what you want little Tomcat, but I'm not going to play by your rules, I'm playing by my own.
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Don't be an idiot. [what is he even saying. Ace can't figure it out. He doesn't want to figure it out]
I didn't say one night. Just-- whenever. [but that was it right there. He didn't know Smoker's rules. He didn't trust Smoker's rules. He didn't like him having all the control over everything. Yes or no. Ace had to be stronger than him and harder hearted-- so that when the cliff ended he'd know how to skirt down
He turns his back to Smoker and starts to wash himself under the spray]
That's fine. You play by your rules I'll play by mine.
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