I do what I want. Like I said I"m not going to play by your rules. What makes you think I'll let you call all the shots?
I didn't half ass what we did. [though that weridly feels like forever ago] But I don't know where to go from here except you think you can decide where that is. Or maybe won't let me because it's a lie and not what you want to hear.
[somehow, Ace gets the feeling that he really is. Who is this new Smoker. Or is it new? It's strange. He reaches up to touch the scar, tracing it over Smoker's brow and to his ear, down against his jaw. The air smells of smoke and char and sex and it's great.
Why can't it just be that?
He'd already said what he'd thought to say and wasn't sure if he had a question but... he had one now. He cupped Smoker's jaw and traced his lower lip with his thumb, mesmerized by the feel of it, pulling it back a little to see his teeth.]
[He was sure as hell NOT cuddling. And if he was, it wasn't intentional, and he hadn't even realized it.]
[He was just relaxed for once and enjoying it, but now--]
[Smoker scrambles off the bed, rubbing at the front of his throat like he couldn't breathe. Well fuck, if that's what Ace figured, no wonder he freaked out a little.]
[Smoker needed space, but he owed Portgas a better explanation than not.]
[He's quiet, relying on the cigars.]
[The desire to arrest pirates, to capture them, the addiction of that, assuming Law was really right, was back again.]
[Cuddle? Tch.]
[No.]
You wanted to fuck in my jacket.
[How does that explain it? But it's why.]
[It wasn't about...]
[Whatever the fuck cuddling was for. Emotional closeness? Ugh. Hell no.]
[He closes his eyes, letting it all tumble in his head, even though he's practically at the far corner of the room already.]
[How to word it...]
I didn't want you to just...
[Be free? Run away? Escape?]
[All bad for the pirate.]
[It was just instinct.]
Forget it, it's not important.
[The pink is threatening to stain his cheeks again, and he really wants to go, but it was his fault it got this complicated, even if it wasn't how he meant it. Too much carelessness.]
Don't make it a bigger deal than it is.
I wasn't trying to...
[Cuddle, claim Ace, keep him forever, or even capture him.]
[Smoker just wanted the few seconds.]
[He closes his eyes again and aggravated, massages the bridge between his eyes.]
[Ace stares at him. It's unexpected and expected and a relief even as he's annoyed by it. He was almost getting started again. But they couldn't keep off rocky ground could they]
That's fine.
[gets up, puts on his hat and goes to the window because fuck using the door. Not that it was even shut... wow that should have probably been. Oh well.]
[And part of his is rankled because he should have known it'd have this effect, and part of him wonders if maybe that's why he did it. Because he didn't really fully want Ace to go.]
[Damn it...]
[He grabs both sides of Ace's head, holding on by the ears and kisses heatedly all over again. Stupid brat. Why did he like him so much? What was it about him that just made it so hard to walk away?]
[ahh he likes this kind of thing too much. What was it? Once bitten you want to get bit again? He slides his tongue into Smoker's mouth and grabs onto his hips, all too tempted to loop his legs around him again but not quite that far gone]
[Shit, that's okay, Smoker is far enough gone for the both of them. He was ticked off, and throwing his jacket back on the bed, turning and angling Portgas into it, kissing and biting harder all over again.]
Fuck, I hate you. [Breathlessly growled between bites and kisses to Ace's neck.] Mostly because I really really like this taste too. [Addicted. Definitely.]
[He grabs Ace by the ass to put him onto the bed and take off both their shoes all over again.]
[He wondered if they had a patch for this kind of thing instead of nicotine.]
Oh am I like a cigar? [this is good. This is really good. They should just do this. He sits and lets Smoker take his boots off before giving him a lazy grin and spreading his legs, wiggling his toes]
[mm now that's a thought. Smoker's hot mouth over him...what would that feel like? Probably better than a hand right? He wriggles under Smoker's grip, gasping as Smoker speaks against his neck and then bites him.
He returns the kiss, and lets his hands trail down Smoker's back to grab his ass instead, kneading it.]
Hunnnhhn [Ace arches to let him do what he wants, unable to stop himself at the feel of Smoker's mouth. Man he's never been able to go again so soon! And Smoker's hands are really shaking. Fuck does he really want to to do both?
Ace moves carefully, carefully not wanting to kill this mood and trails his fingers through Smoker's hair-- saying in a low tone]
Let's do it then....
[heat flushes through him at the thought. God he wants it. Wants both. Smoker's mouth and... and... damn this would be interesting]
[Smoker grunts quietly, moving down Ace's chest and slowly trailing it with his mouth, pinching and biting a nipple with his teeth before sliding along the curves of the muscles and abs.]
I really want to fuck you.
[Because he was still a little mad, and he didn't care if it weak-willed at this point, he was going out of his mind. He licked a slow trail down Ace's abs and down to the shorts zipper and belt he undid with his teeth, fingers and hands bracing and massaging on the inside of the thighs. He was going to kill the brat, if Ace didn't kill him first. One or the other.]
Just promise me you won't stop until I say so.
[This moment. Just this time. Once more and then--]
O-oh... you can too. [sorry he's a bit distracted. Smoker is really doing this now. Holy shit. He sucks in a breath as Smoker heads down and spreads his legs unconsciously as Smoker's hands find his inner thighs. He can't stop looking at Smoker's face. His eyes. The way pulls the zipper down. His entire body is tense with anticipation]
Hmm I won't... I won't stop...
[promised recklessly but sincerely and he burrows his fingers in Smoker's hair]
[Maybe if he gets it ALL out of his system at once he'll be satisfied.]
[He growls happily, and rubs his head back up against the fingers burrowed against his hair, and nudges down the cloth further with his chin and nose, moving the hands up under the shorts to grope and pet the brat's thighs and use the leverage to get the shorts completely off.]
I'm going to make everything before seem like rookie foreplay. [Because it was. So that was probably why he wasn't done, right? So if he just did what he wanted, at least it wouldn't still be calling to him.]
[Maybe.]
[Another happy growl and Smoker starts his licks at the base, moving up, around to the other side and over the tip before taking the head gently into his mouth with a hum of pleasure, his eyes focused on etching Ace's face into his memory again.]
[Ace wanted to know what was wrong with friends and enemies and handjobs and sleep?]
[It wasn't enough.]
[Not by a long shot.]
[And Smoker only liked to do things with full conviction. Wasn't that why Marineford weighed on him? Why he couldn't bring himself to arrest Straw Hat yet? Maybe it was all just excuses, but either way...]
[he can't even reply. Just nod, panting in anticipation as his guts coil and he whimpers at the touches. It's going to happen. It really is. He can't stop looking at Smoker's eyes only]
Ahhhh fuck! Holy shit...
[he arches off the bed at the first hint of Smoker's tongue. Hot and wet and velvet and better than he ever thought it would be. He grits his teeth as Smoker takes him again, almost snarling at the vibrations that rumble through him as he arches into his mouth]
Oh fuck Smoker... More. Do... just... all of it. Don't hold back. [he tugs the Marine's hair while the other tugs at the bedsheets which are starting to smolder a little.]
[The taste of fire so deep he could almost swallow it, the brat squirming and losing control and no longer caring, just like Smoker.]
[He licks down lower, sucking the head to the back of his throat and pursing his lips to kiss Ace's balls. He hummed again with pure pleasure, taking Ace deeper to the back of his throat, so the vibrations would really send Ace over the edge into pleasure.]
[He was probably overdoing it for Ace's first time, but it was the petty selfish side of him that was still addicted, and wanted Ace to be at least as addicted.]
[No one was ever going to be good enough to takes his place, might as well make sure the brat realized it.]
[Smoker definitely couldn't hide the cocky smirk as he bobbed his head, sliding fingers up and down the sides of Ace's thighs and caressing his ass with smoke tendrils as Smoker doused any spare sparks and flames.]
[he can't handle it. God it's so good. It's so much worse too. He squirms, biting his knuckle but it doesn't matter because he cries out anyway at the delicious pull, the faint soft tickle of Smoker's lips that drive him just this side of crazy. Even the faint rasp of his scruff.]
Ah shit! Damn I can't-- hnnnnnnnnn [he scowls at Smoker's smirk and tries to hold on, dragging at Smoker's hair as his body twitches with pleasure but not giving him the fucking] ahh [satisfaction]
[And that damn tickle of smoke everywhere, against his ass... ah.. Ace comes out of it a little. Shocked but in a surprisingly good way, realizing his wrapped a leg around Smoker's neck and that his shoulders are on fire but nevermind]
Wh...where are y...you thinking of shit going with that?
[Well that smirk just gets worse at Ace's reactions, and there's a quiet snort, and Smoker moves so that both his hands are on Ace's ass instead, scruff, and elbows massaging thighs as he kept up his ministrations, and wrists on hips.]
[Don't tell him what to do or not to do, boy. Just enjoy it sheesh.]
[Smoker circles his tong in long sweeps and flicks up the ridge and softer parts of Ace's cock, before sliding back down again, teasing the tip with the underside of his tongue and gently squeezing Ace's buttocks in revenge for getting too freaked out over things Smoker hadn't even done yet, again.]
Hnnn... [Another low menacing growl in his throat, it was hard not to get distracted with the idea of flipping Ace over and fucking him, but he didn't actually want to go far enough to freak the kid out for freal, and anyway, he was enjoying this moment too much to stop.]
[Which reminded him...]
[He moved both hands off Ace's ass, trailing the fingers down the hips hard, eyes hooded with lust and concentration, but held up a hand for Ace's attention, and snapped his fingers, just as he carefully tightened his mouth around Portgas' length and sucked hard, swallowing saliva and precum, and getting ready for everything else.]
[he makes a surprised garbled noise at the hands on his ass. It's surprising and feels weird but he likes it. Still he arches away from it, letting out a long cry as it pushes him further into Smoker's mouth.
He can't do anything but squirm. Unable to escape from Smoker's tongue or the way it drags at him, tickling in the maddening way. The growl makes him growl back but also gasp and buck his hips because it's too much. He's starting to like it too much. That voice.
He tries to focus, head thrown back, breathing hard, clutching at his beads now and twisting them against his throat though he's not sure why. Smoker snaps his fingers and Ace looks up only to die as everything becomes intense.
Too much. It's too much! It's too good. Ace has a fleeting thought of holding back but he can't. The pleasure spikes hot and dark and wonderful and he arches into it, whining Smoker's name in desperation as his body goes off without him and after he can only collapse back, covered in sweat and breathing hard as if he'd just fought for three days without rest]
[After swallowing down everything Ace could throw at him: fire, semen, and more, Smoker smirks broadly, the ultimate smug satisfaction as he pulls back, nudges the side of his own mouth with the top of his fist like a bear and smirking so arrogantly, it was all but a sneer, he takes off his jeans, and still wearing his boxers, lays down on his chest, next to Portgas, again, one arm draped over the brat's shoulders.]
[And he shoots him an even more challenging smug asshole of a smirk to Ace's eyes, drinking in the sight of Portgas all spent up after receiving his first real blowjob. And just hums arrogantly, all pleasured and proud of himself like a lion.]
[He couldn't decide whether to grab another pair of cigars or not. How quickly Ace might decide he wanted to do something or not, but for now, he was happy just to be damned pleased with himself.]
[He'd taken note of beads, the way the boy fidgeted, and the touches to his own throat. And Smoker would be lying if he claimed he didn't already have plans in mind for it.]
You're welcome.
[Super smug asshole smirk.]
[Though he still debates getting that pair of cigars to complete the package.]
Mm. Bastard. [he doesn't mind the arm. Or anything. He's exhausted somehow. He turns and absently nuzzles the lapel of Smoker's coat. It's soft. It smells even better now.]
Thank you... [it was good. Better than he could have ever thought. He reaches out and strokes the side of Smoker's neck affectionately]
Are you alright? You can do me if you want... Don't worry if I pass out. [he's going to need some time to recover because even handys don't take such a toll. He strokes his jaw, too. Pushes his other hand through the sleeve of the jacket and curls his fingers through Smoker's hair]
Best Taisa. [skritch skritch and he kisses Smoker's nose]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:11 am (UTC)I do what I want. Like I said I"m not going to play by your rules. What makes you think I'll let you call all the shots?
I didn't half ass what we did. [though that weridly feels like forever ago] But I don't know where to go from here except you think you can decide where that is. Or maybe won't let me because it's a lie and not what you want to hear.
You never listen to what I'm telling you.
[this was a familiar dance. He sighs.]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:14 am (UTC)Was that what you meant to ask earlier? And I just didn't get it?
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Date: 2016-08-23 06:15 pm (UTC)Why can't it just be that?
He'd already said what he'd thought to say and wasn't sure if he had a question but... he had one now. He cupped Smoker's jaw and traced his lower lip with his thumb, mesmerized by the feel of it, pulling it back a little to see his teeth.]
Why did you want to cuddle?
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Date: 2016-08-23 07:41 pm (UTC)[He hadn't thought of it like that.]
[At all.]
That wasn't... I wasn't--
[He was sure as hell NOT cuddling. And if he was, it wasn't intentional, and he hadn't even realized it.]
[He was just relaxed for once and enjoying it, but now--]
[Smoker scrambles off the bed, rubbing at the front of his throat like he couldn't breathe. Well fuck, if that's what Ace figured, no wonder he freaked out a little.]
[Smoker needed space, but he owed Portgas a better explanation than not.]
[He's quiet, relying on the cigars.]
[The desire to arrest pirates, to capture them, the addiction of that, assuming Law was really right, was back again.]
[Cuddle? Tch.]
[No.]
You wanted to fuck in my jacket.
[How does that explain it? But it's why.]
[It wasn't about...]
[Whatever the fuck cuddling was for. Emotional closeness? Ugh. Hell no.]
[He closes his eyes, letting it all tumble in his head, even though he's practically at the far corner of the room already.]
[How to word it...]
I didn't want you to just...
[Be free? Run away? Escape?]
[All bad for the pirate.]
[It was just instinct.]
Forget it, it's not important.
[The pink is threatening to stain his cheeks again, and he really wants to go, but it was his fault it got this complicated, even if it wasn't how he meant it. Too much carelessness.]
Don't make it a bigger deal than it is.
I wasn't trying to...
[Cuddle, claim Ace, keep him forever, or even capture him.]
[Smoker just wanted the few seconds.]
[He closes his eyes again and aggravated, massages the bridge between his eyes.]
I was just in a good mood. That's all.
[No worries Ace, good mood over.]
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Date: 2016-08-23 07:50 pm (UTC)That's fine.
[gets up, puts on his hat and goes to the window because fuck using the door. Not that it was even shut... wow that should have probably been. Oh well.]
Anything else?
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Date: 2016-08-23 07:54 pm (UTC)[Watches him uncertainly.]
[Then crosses the distance to pull him into a hard kiss again using string and beads combo he finds far too easy to grab a hold of to resist.]
Go. Before I change my mind about capturing you.
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:02 pm (UTC)Fuck you. [he's not going if you're going to tell him to]
You go.
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:19 pm (UTC)Don't tell me what to do.
[And part of his is rankled because he should have known it'd have this effect, and part of him wonders if maybe that's why he did it. Because he didn't really fully want Ace to go.]
[Damn it...]
[He grabs both sides of Ace's head, holding on by the ears and kisses heatedly all over again. Stupid brat. Why did he like him so much? What was it about him that just made it so hard to walk away?]
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:22 pm (UTC)[ahh he likes this kind of thing too much. What was it? Once bitten you want to get bit again? He slides his tongue into Smoker's mouth and grabs onto his hips, all too tempted to loop his legs around him again but not quite that far gone]
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:34 pm (UTC)Fuck, I hate you. [Breathlessly growled between bites and kisses to Ace's neck.] Mostly because I really really like this taste too. [Addicted. Definitely.]
[He grabs Ace by the ass to put him onto the bed and take off both their shoes all over again.]
[He wondered if they had a patch for this kind of thing instead of nicotine.]
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:39 pm (UTC)You want to suck me down, Taisa?
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Date: 2016-08-23 08:59 pm (UTC)But I won't. [Mumbled into Ace's neck as he sucks on the collarbone.] Because you want me to.
[Tangles both hands up in Ace's hair, kissing deeper, and straddling his legs over Ace's to pin him down for now.]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:07 pm (UTC)He returns the kiss, and lets his hands trail down Smoker's back to grab his ass instead, kneading it.]
You want me to fuck you instead?
[nibbles along his jaw]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:20 pm (UTC)Nothing saying [mumbles incomprehensible word here] can't do both.
[WELL EXCEPT SMOKER. SMOKER WAS PROBABLY SHOULDN'T LET PORTGAS FUCK HIM. PROBABLY. ESPECIALLY SINCE ACE HADN'T EVEN BEEN FUCKED BEFORE AND--]
[Why was he still considering it?]
[He moved down to suck along Ace's throat and chest, trying very hard to keep a better grip on his self control....]
[And failing miserably.]
[His hands are shaking again as trail down Ace's waist and hips, undoing the shorts.]
[Seriously, self control where'd you go....]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:31 pm (UTC)Ace moves carefully, carefully not wanting to kill this mood and trails his fingers through Smoker's hair-- saying in a low tone]
Let's do it then....
[heat flushes through him at the thought. God he wants it. Wants both. Smoker's mouth and... and... damn this would be interesting]
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Date: 2016-08-23 09:44 pm (UTC)I really want to fuck you.
[Because he was still a little mad, and he didn't care if it weak-willed at this point, he was going out of his mind. He licked a slow trail down Ace's abs and down to the shorts zipper and belt he undid with his teeth, fingers and hands bracing and massaging on the inside of the thighs. He was going to kill the brat, if Ace didn't kill him first. One or the other.]
Just promise me you won't stop until I say so.
[This moment. Just this time. Once more and then--]
[Well whatever.]
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Date: 2016-08-23 10:18 pm (UTC)Hmm I won't... I won't stop...
[promised recklessly but sincerely and he burrows his fingers in Smoker's hair]
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Date: 2016-08-23 10:36 pm (UTC)[That's good.]
[Maybe if he gets it ALL out of his system at once he'll be satisfied.]
[He growls happily, and rubs his head back up against the fingers burrowed against his hair, and nudges down the cloth further with his chin and nose, moving the hands up under the shorts to grope and pet the brat's thighs and use the leverage to get the shorts completely off.]
I'm going to make everything before seem like rookie foreplay. [Because it was. So that was probably why he wasn't done, right? So if he just did what he wanted, at least it wouldn't still be calling to him.]
[Maybe.]
[Another happy growl and Smoker starts his licks at the base, moving up, around to the other side and over the tip before taking the head gently into his mouth with a hum of pleasure, his eyes focused on etching Ace's face into his memory again.]
[Ace wanted to know what was wrong with friends and enemies and handjobs and sleep?]
[It wasn't enough.]
[Not by a long shot.]
[And Smoker only liked to do things with full conviction. Wasn't that why Marineford weighed on him? Why he couldn't bring himself to arrest Straw Hat yet? Maybe it was all just excuses, but either way...]
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Date: 2016-08-23 11:45 pm (UTC)Ahhhh fuck! Holy shit...
[he arches off the bed at the first hint of Smoker's tongue. Hot and wet and velvet and better than he ever thought it would be. He grits his teeth as Smoker takes him again, almost snarling at the vibrations that rumble through him as he arches into his mouth]
Oh fuck Smoker... More. Do... just... all of it. Don't hold back. [he tugs the Marine's hair while the other tugs at the bedsheets which are starting to smolder a little.]
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Date: 2016-08-24 12:06 am (UTC)[The taste of fire so deep he could almost swallow it, the brat squirming and losing control and no longer caring, just like Smoker.]
[He licks down lower, sucking the head to the back of his throat and pursing his lips to kiss Ace's balls. He hummed again with pure pleasure, taking Ace deeper to the back of his throat, so the vibrations would really send Ace over the edge into pleasure.]
[He was probably overdoing it for Ace's first time, but it was the petty selfish side of him that was still addicted, and wanted Ace to be at least as addicted.]
[No one was ever going to be good enough to takes his place, might as well make sure the brat realized it.]
[Smoker definitely couldn't hide the cocky smirk as he bobbed his head, sliding fingers up and down the sides of Ace's thighs and caressing his ass with smoke tendrils as Smoker doused any spare sparks and flames.]
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Date: 2016-08-24 01:43 am (UTC)Ah shit! Damn I can't-- hnnnnnnnnn [he scowls at Smoker's smirk and tries to hold on, dragging at Smoker's hair as his body twitches with pleasure but not giving him the fucking] ahh [satisfaction]
[And that damn tickle of smoke everywhere, against his ass... ah.. Ace comes out of it a little. Shocked but in a surprisingly good way, realizing his wrapped a leg around Smoker's neck and that his shoulders are on fire but nevermind]
Wh...where are y...you thinking of shit going with that?
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Date: 2016-08-24 02:03 am (UTC)[Don't tell him what to do or not to do, boy. Just enjoy it sheesh.]
[Smoker circles his tong in long sweeps and flicks up the ridge and softer parts of Ace's cock, before sliding back down again, teasing the tip with the underside of his tongue and gently squeezing Ace's buttocks in revenge for getting too freaked out over things Smoker hadn't even done yet, again.]
Hnnn... [Another low menacing growl in his throat, it was hard not to get distracted with the idea of flipping Ace over and fucking him, but he didn't actually want to go far enough to freak the kid out for freal, and anyway, he was enjoying this moment too much to stop.]
[Which reminded him...]
[He moved both hands off Ace's ass, trailing the fingers down the hips hard, eyes hooded with lust and concentration, but held up a hand for Ace's attention, and snapped his fingers, just as he carefully tightened his mouth around Portgas' length and sucked hard, swallowing saliva and precum, and getting ready for everything else.]
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Date: 2016-08-24 02:25 am (UTC)He can't do anything but squirm. Unable to escape from Smoker's tongue or the way it drags at him, tickling in the maddening way. The growl makes him growl back but also gasp and buck his hips because it's too much. He's starting to like it too much. That voice.
He tries to focus, head thrown back, breathing hard, clutching at his beads now and twisting them against his throat though he's not sure why. Smoker snaps his fingers and Ace looks up only to die as everything becomes intense.
Too much. It's too much! It's too good. Ace has a fleeting thought of holding back but he can't. The pleasure spikes hot and dark and wonderful and he arches into it, whining Smoker's name in desperation as his body goes off without him and after he can only collapse back, covered in sweat and breathing hard as if he'd just fought for three days without rest]
fuck
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Date: 2016-08-24 02:39 am (UTC)[And he shoots him an even more challenging smug asshole of a smirk to Ace's eyes, drinking in the sight of Portgas all spent up after receiving his first real blowjob. And just hums arrogantly, all pleasured and proud of himself like a lion.]
[He couldn't decide whether to grab another pair of cigars or not. How quickly Ace might decide he wanted to do something or not, but for now, he was happy just to be damned pleased with himself.]
[He'd taken note of beads, the way the boy fidgeted, and the touches to his own throat. And Smoker would be lying if he claimed he didn't already have plans in mind for it.]
You're welcome.
[Super smug asshole smirk.]
[Though he still debates getting that pair of cigars to complete the package.]
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Date: 2016-08-24 02:44 am (UTC)Thank you... [it was good. Better than he could have ever thought. He reaches out and strokes the side of Smoker's neck affectionately]
Are you alright? You can do me if you want... Don't worry if I pass out. [he's going to need some time to recover because even handys don't take such a toll. He strokes his jaw, too. Pushes his other hand through the sleeve of the jacket and curls his fingers through Smoker's hair]
Best Taisa. [skritch skritch and he kisses Smoker's nose]
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